Memory Eraser

 I don't know what I'm going to do with my life. No, I do not know what I will do with it. I don't know why I had to say it twice. The days are passing like hours, weeks like days, months like weeks. I feel like I should go live and sleep under a bridge and die of starvation. People might think that I'm exaggerating my situation but no. It is hell, it is my purgatory. I don't know what to do. How is that as everything moves forward you are just going in the opposite direction? I'm sorry I don't think I know what direction I'm going in. It's just one of those days where I would be anywhere else than here be here and just existing. I wish my parents never got married and I never existed. I just want to be wiped away from existence. Like zapped out of everyone's lives and memories. Like the one they use in 'Men in Black'. I wish god would just take his motherfucking magic eraser and just erase my pathetic life line and just be done with it.

P.S I'm sorry if this was depressing It's just one of those days.