Fuck Marriage Pt 1

 Today I spoke to a friend of mine from college, well not really a friend. He's actually a guy that I said looked nice so that I could get a boy I liked to get jealous. I know, Judge me. I did get the boy to like me though. Biggest mistake of my life but that's a rant for another day. So, I spoke to that friend to get a referral from his company for a job. So we were talking, and he suddenly asks me , "So what's up, aren't your parents nagging you to get married or what?!" I'm like wtf, he is literally my fucking age why are you speaking like a 50 year old crazy Indian woman! What a cockblocker. Anyway, I answered an awkward 'No not right now, not happening now, haha ' and shut down the convo. I don't want to get married. Maybe ever and I'm fine with that. I don't know when fucking people are going to understand that. Haha me acting as if people care if I get married or not. To everyone who never asked, I have a billion reasons why. One of them is that I don't want to invite a new person into my crazy toxic family. I feel like people in general wouldn't get my family, the childhood I was brought up in or the people who "raised" me. I don't think there is a particular solution for this one. I think people wouldn't want to be in a fucked up family. I mean this isn't one of the only reasons why I don't want to get married. But you're just gonna get this one for today.